2001-05-21 - 2:39 p.m.

lonely

Something unusual is happening today. I'm lonely. But I'm never lonely. I have books and I have the computer and I have Jesus. And I'm lonely. I want someone who is interested in me and wants me to be interested in them. Not someone that wants something. Is that the only kind of relationship there is, where one wants something? I'm tired of being used as a kid's tutor, or a whining board for unhappy wives. I want someone to talk books to and the ocean to. Someone who wants to know what my favorite icecream is and who'll tell me theirs. I think I need to get up and do something physical.

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